I feel so dirty inside!.. it is the perfect moment for a fast!
My 0,2,4,6 diet didnt work out cause my bitchy stepmom made me eat like a pig!.. i hate her..
But I am sooo excited cause she is leaving to vegas tomorrow for 4 days and I am free to fast!!!
I am so happy about this! I want to cleanse my body and soul!
I feel like this will be a fresh start!
I took some laxies so I can start my fast empty!..
I feel so fat lately and I hit a plateau so this water fast will jumpstart my metabolism!
Im doing this with a friend I know and we will see each other everyday to keep our mind off food!
I hate food, I despise it!.. I want to feel the hunger, I want to feel weak, I want my bones to show, I want people to worry, I want to have nothing inside me and float away!.. All I want to be is empty and weightless.. I want to be perfect!
I can only have:
Wish me luck! I feel strong and determined and Im so excited!!!