I fucking hate myself.. I hate myself!.. aaaaaaaaghhhhhhhh!!!
I could of fasted today, I didnt.. I ate a huuge salad.. im guessing 300 cal
I thought i wouldnt eat again.. apparently my stepmom decided to make a delicious huge family dinner... fattening delicious.. I havent eaten yet.. they are setting the table.. I cant escape it..
Im scared of myself. When i start eating there is no way I can stop.. something comes over me, and i cant stop.. i need help..
I did go to the gym today.. I burnt 750 cal.. and i did lots of weights..
i wont gain right? i cant possinly gain..
i weighed myself today.. 53.6 kilos
at least im the same as i was last week..
maybe its my muscles growing..
can somebody please explain to me how it works? how many calories does my body use up only for living?
how can u guys leave food untouched on the plate and not eat it?
I WANNA FUCKING DIE.. I WANT BONES NOW!